Wednesday, August 20, 2008

feeling icky

Why do some people have so much control over our emotional state? It's ridiculous. Their opinion means so much to us and when it differs from our own it causes us such distress. Such vulnerability is simply a pain in the ... rear.

Why is it that forgiving is so much easier than forgetting? It seems that even when you are able to truly forgive someone for something, you still struggle to forget it.. and if we're unable to forget, have we ever truly forgiven?

I'm pretty sure Carrie Bradshaw wrote something almost exactly the same once upon a time.

I'm feeling down today. I hope things get better as the hours tick by.

((Oh, and I feel like I should just say that this has nothing to do with Amanda. Amanda and I are fine. I know that is probably what jumped to some people's minds.))

Sigh. I hate feeling crummy. I need to clean before my mom comes over later. And I need to feed my son. And myself. And do laundry. And fold. And clean Annie's room - it's trashed. Maybe being productive around the house will make me feel better.

Happy Wednesday, everyone.

1 comment:

Steady and Unstable said...

So uh, hope it's not me this time. :) I love it that you're referencing Sex and the City. Sorry you're having a hard time lately...don't forget I'm always here.